1.37am

i know i've complained before about the fact that i am the one spooning you when we fall asleep.

i always thought it would be like that.

but laying here in the early hour of this new day, you roll over, fast asleep,

+ pull me into you + now i've decided it's so much better knowing you spoon me in your unconsciousness, than as we fall asleep.

it brings another wave of love knowing that you jay, reach for me, in the deepest parts of your sleep.

i lie really still, soaking up this new knowledge of our relationship.

this is my happiness.

1.37am